Aug 5, 2021
Married to and partnered with a high level narcissist, you are constantly trapped in their psychological quicksand. Like gravity you are drawn back to them
In the beginning they stood out as charming, delightful, desirable. You were attracted to the high level's extraordinary self confidence. You felt the power of this force of magnetic personality. You fused with the thrill of someone in full command of himself and delightfully dominating others. They are mesmerizing. These are the opening moves before you knw their true psychological nature.
Behind closed doors when no one "important" is watching, you are treated to the dark side of the high level narcissist. Volley after volley of vile projections are spewed, leaving you in a state of fear and trepidation. High level narcissistic rage fits are disquieting, confusing and stressful. The narcissist never apologies for these fits of temper.
The high level narcissist doesn't develop a full conscience. Lack of conscience works fantastically for the high level narcissist. This ride is smoothed by not having to cogitate about right or wrong, stepping on the feelings of others. cheating financially, never taking responsibility for misdeeds.
This individual moves at a great clip the economic and power summits spurred by his overriding ambitions. The high level is known for acting out behaviors: affairs, careless spending, stealing creative ideas from gifted others.
For many years even decades you have been the high level narcissist's partner, despite the psychological and emotional abuse heaped on to you.
Chronic insomnia, exhaustion through countless months, intestinal distress, bouts of depression finally bring you to the realization that you must make a decision to leave the high level narcissist.
The voice of your high intuition and discernment have finally spoken loudly enough that you are fully awakened to the true reality of the high level narcissist. You are ready to take the steps forward---to move along your own pathways of restoration and transformation that have been waiting for you. Give yourself tremendous credit for these decisions and affirmations of your original true self.
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